"There's simply no bona fide, genuine excuse for not being super-successful.  You control what you become." -Scott Alexander

Wassup people?  Damn, do we still xanga anymore?  Haha, well ...nothing's been up lately.  Just working and homework, and of course, my lovely boyfriend.  Today's our 8 months.  I am so happy we have held on for so long.  (And no break ups at all!!)  Haha, that's like ..an Asian miracle.  --well, given that couples now-a-days are so callow and break up for drama and bullshit, what-not. 

Anyway, I have already gotten so much shit for my birthday, and I wanted to brag my little bitch ass about it.  Yeah, my baby got me a beautiful necklace (Silver).  I feel very disappointed because it was only $1.50 -- or maybe I'm moving the decimal around.  (Haha, I love you baby)  Jewelry is a girl's best friend.  I think that's why my dad got me a set of jewelries too.  (Swarvoski necklace and earrings - gold and silver).  I feel loved because they were $288.  My mom got me the Chi Straightener in Pink and the New Balance #574 in all-clean black.  Yeah, I felt kinda bad because them two were $200.  I got some clothes from A/X and Bui-Yah-Ka (2 shirts and a belt).  That was gay because it was freaking $70 ..and I thought it was a rip-off when I came home.  On top of that, my brothers asked me what I wanted.  I had thought my gift-giving time was over!  Well, I told them I wanted this shirt from BeBeSPORT ...it's only $54 -- so I know I am going to get it!!  This is the most expensive birthday I've ever had ...and normally, people get it every year!  Well,  to make it even more special, it's from all the ones i love, and I wanted to say Thank you all. 

Met my boyfriend's grandma and uncle/aunt.  He has a wonderful family.  Thank you for giving me the opportunity to meet them before they left hunniie!  Aah, I love you so much. 

There are 3 billion women who do not look like super models, and only 8 of them do.  Given, the average women, 5' 4", weighs 140 pounds, however, an average model is 5' 7" and weighs 117 pounds.  That's fucking awesome.!!  I don't mind dieing 30 years earlier than the average women.

Just a little fact to start off my entry.  Hurting, isn't it.??  Anyway, life's been great.  My dad came home from the army, and he's leaving back to Iraq soon.  Deporting to an even more dangerous place :[ ..well, God will walk with him, so why trip.??  Hmm, I guess that's about it.  Xanga pretty much died huh.?  I feel sorry for those people who signed up for Xanga Premium.  Haha, but I won't deny, I wanted it.! 

03.27.05
...trying because giving up isn't the answer, yet.

Yesterday, Michael and I went to see Mr. and Mrs. Smith.  It was a cute movie; I recommend it.  I skipped my interview at H-E-B 'cause my mom doesn't want me to have a job.  Haha, but she promised to give me money whenever I need it.  Yeah, but I have to clean up and walk the dog, but at least it's not standing up for 40 hours a week.  Haha.
I went shopping the other day at the mall.  I hate shopping at Hollister 'cause the smalls are too tiny, and the mediums are too big.  I don't know why Americans can't be half fat/half skinny, instead, they're super skinny or super fat.  Idiots.  So I had to go to another store ...take a wild guess.
I can't wait to go to Vietnam.  I also went down to Bellaire and found cute ass clothes down there.  The lady said not to buy them because they're imported from Vietnam.  I was like oh shit, thanks.!!  Haha, so guess what I'm doing in Vietnam (:
Anyway, I asked my mom to sign me up for membership at the gym, and she said okay.  Then I asked her money to go out next week, and she set aside alot of money.  Then I asked her if I could go to the mall this Sunday with her, and she was like yeah.  I like this ..I don't know what else to ask for now.  I can't wait for next week -- Erica's coming back, and she's actually gonna pick me up to go chill <3  ..oh, yeah, gotta ask my mom for that too.

Currently Playing Come Clean By Hilary Duff see related

*sigh* summer is so bunk.  last week, my black boyfriend took me out to whataburger and i finished a whole number 1 and some of his fries. =/ ..hmm, what a pig i can be sometimes.  then we saw the longest yard with a cherry icee ..and i loved it (both).  i recommend the movie, it's hilarious.  i wanna see it twice lol ..but i dont think that's gonna happen any time ..again.  hmm, we chilled a little bit afterwards ..stopped by panera bread -- what a lovely aroma it is in there.  i really love him and all the places he takes me ..and he has to get gas at the end of the day .. haha well, maybe i'll go up to katy to visit him some time this week since i can't see him till friday =(

well, pretty soon i'm going to have a new summer job at H-E-B. yeah.!!  i can be baller again ..i love being a girl and getting jobs easily.  haha ..yeah, it's true too ..there's so many ladies in there ..i think some are lesbians.  haha nah...

well, when i start work again, i wont update as much ..enjoy this while u can.?? haha yah right, people dont even read it lol oh yeah, i wanna see the new hilary duff movie ..but it's such a chick flick ..the answer was "no."